Its been a little less than a month that we found out that things won’t go according to the plan regarding a certain thing which I cannot disclose here.
I thought I will be ok, we all will be ok but the way this is going…don’t know.It does not look ok so far.
I see extreme sadness and worry in S’s eyes…something which I don’t usually see in him.
I am the worrying one in the family.
I get worried if Bubbu does not eat.
I get worried regarding a presentation at work.
I get worried if I don’t cook properly for a day.
S has always been the stronger one.
The joyful one.
The one who enjoys and tries to spread joy around.
But for the first time today I saw worry and sadness in him.
Please Swami, please do not break his spirit no matter what.
Please give us strength to pass this storm.
Please give us support to sail away this stormy weather and let there be sunshine, peace , calm and happiness soon in all our lives.




Swami will bless your family .Have faith in him.Do not loose confidence in him, Be strong .Tell S that every thing will be fine.