Weight has not reduced even after all these trials. On some weeks I go religiously to gym 4 times a week, followed by no gym.
This is causing my weight to fluctuate.
The winter is not helping either.
I have lost 6 lbs in SUmmer in a month and I gained all of it ba in the last 1 month.
Also the stress regarding S’s company, the stress at work, and the guilt regarding leaving Bubbu at daycare: all this is not helping the weight either.
I eat a lot when I get stressed and this is one of the primary reasons.
I eat when I am homsick.
I eat when I am hungry.
I eat when I feel bpored.
I eat when I feel like having something.
I have terrible cravings.
Sometimes I feel I should stop thinking of weight and just go with the flow.But this will cause me to put on weight.
Some of my friends are back into pre-pregnancy weight in 6 months.
Some of them gained and lost 40 lbs.
Some of them are having 2nd kids.
But me on the other hand, I am in the same boat.
Did not yet come back to pre-pregnancy weight.
Do not have a promotion…although its long overdue.
Do not have any accomplishments.
I am tired and frustrated of myself.
